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The original was posted on /r/Boise by /u/throw_away8547 on 2023-11-03 02:47:59.

I’m shy and awkward and I have a really hard time connecting with others. I grew up in a shithole area and I was was bullied at school and home so I grew up with a warped perception of the world. I’m healing and working hard on undoing those unhealthy beliefs and defense mechanisms I learned but I realized that above all else, I’m lonely. I love my husband and my kids but it’s just not the same as having a BFF. But I’m hoping to find someone who’s very patient, empathetic, and outgoing enough to push me out of my shell while also being gentle and understanding that this is all hard and uncomfortable for me too. It takes me a while to be comfortable being fully myself; to let my walls down. But I so desperately want to.

I’m dorky, crafty, creative, I like to write. I’m a big kid at heart who still loves cartoons and teddy bears but who also swears like a sailor 😂 I’d like to get outside more as I enjoy hiking and fishing but it’s been a while. I’m interested in trying hatha yoga…

Anyways, this was pathetic enough 🤣 If you’re interested in chatting, please message me :) women only please 🙃