• Usual: voices have no meaning, no voice, repetitions of certain phrases, few seconds, Idling. The following are special recent cases that stood out.
  • Encounter one: unintelligible conversation with an inanimate object (Tomato), thoughts, whispering voice, meaning: sabotage of someone I know, few minutes, Idling.
  • Encounter two: stapler in right hand, pin in left backhand hand, no memory, Idling.
  • Encounter three: conversation with mirror(?) reflection(?), rhythmic beat tapping with nails, nonsensical, meaning: fight(?), few minutes, Idling.
  • Encounter four: unintelligible voices, a need for isolation, emotional weight with no link, 2 days, Idling.
  • Recent encounter: unintelligible voices, attempts at detaching fingernails, few seconds, Reading a book.

I feel like help is an illusion.

  • commiespammer@lemmygrad.ml
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    1 year ago

    This sounds pretty concerning, even though I have no idea what I’m doing. It sounds like you should go seek help definitely before anything worse happens. It’s better to take preventative action now, than suffer from something more serious later.