I don’t know what I’m doing, I hate my job I hate my life, all I do is work, get stoned, sleep wake up repeat, I yearn for a passionate community someone that cares as much as me but isn’t tied to a wage or a visa to enact change.
I want to run away but I’m scared I’ll end up dissapointing eceryone.
KMS seems like the easy way out but I can’t allow myself to do that people depend on me.
Why am I so weak? What should I do? Why am I here? Will I ever find love? Is it all a lie?
Thanks Nothing, yea I’ve been in therapy for a while and I’m working on myself but some days are just hard you know what I mean.