Because I honestly can’t. I can barely talk with the very few people I know. Is just so out of my range. That’s why I don’t have friends or a partner and I don’t see that changing.
EDIT: no, responding comments here or asking this question ISN’T having a conversation for me. So I don’t feel this as “progress”.
And yet here you are, soliciting this thing that is “pointless” (c.f. above) and of “little value”. Odd.
We ask pointless stuff all the time