Honestly I’m just scared. I tried the civil way and voted and protested and went to marches and told everyone I knew. But now I’m just scared, it seems like the only option left is action of a violent nature and I don’t know if I’m mentally prepared to throw my life away in prison or dead to try and stop the fascism. I know I have guns and if it tries to take me from my home I won’t go down quietly, but I’m just scared to make the first move only to end up a martyr.