

I feel like Ive been too hard on my old drawings in the past, they’re actually really good – I just needed to finish them. My perception was that it looked worse than it actually is. However my drive to improve my skills is evident in my confidence and quickness with which I can now produce clean lines and symmetrical shapes. I wish I had more time to draw, definitely feel unexercised because drawing for 15 min last night was quite tiring. Plus I need fresh ideas and sources to draw, so I’m going to take my sketchbook outside and draw the morning glories / plants.
She started souring to me around the time I started taking “The Society Of The Spectacle” seriously and really trying to stop parasocialism. It was her “non binary” episode where she really lost me, I forget what she said exactly – it was just another thing in the list of grievances brought up at the time.
Thats a problem I run into now is that I’ve pushed these influencers out of my mind for so long, I forget why I started unfollowing them. But she keeps saying shit like this, soooo. 😅