Actually I don’t, I have a new psychiatrist and the team is hesitant to give a stimulant when I’m on so many other meds for depression, anxiety, insomnia, and pain. They want to start with non-stimulants. I’m at a loss at what to do. Am I really going to start over AGAIN?! I’ve already done this. I just want to feel better already, I want that silence everyone talks about. That ability to just DO.

But I’m so fn TIRED!!!