I was afraid. Still am. Basically I learned at a young age expressing my preferred gender would cause me harm, and that it would be terrible if anyone ever found out about it. I was aware that there was something I desperately wanted to feel but was terrified to face or understand it. So I constructed ways to access that feeling in a cheap and pornographic manner that barely satisfied the need. Fortunately I realized I can feel it any time I want by just telling myself, “I’m a girl.” or when people use feminine pronouns. It took me forty years to figure it out.

Yeah… I had that thought so many times. Didn’t realize what it meant till recently.

Because Texas is a fascist state and gives not a shit for consistency. The governer just pardoned a murderer because he killed a BLM protestor. The sate only enforces the law against those they don’t like, and give their christian nationalists a hard pass.

That’s a good way to put it. I feel that part of it is that I no longer have to view women through the “male gaze” which was always awkward for me. Also sapphic relationships are now open to me.

I’ve only just recently cracked, but it came with a sudden more clear understanding of my attractions. I have always been attracted to women almost exclusively. I would not have thought I could feel more attracted to women, but suddenly I am. I don’t really know how to describe it.

That can be double edged. I just got into the trails series, and discovered that the early games are all collectable.

I can’t be trans cause there’s no way to change my Y into an X.

Actually I have both, let me go check it real quick.

Thank you. It’s not about the makeup so much as that’s one thing that is complex and intimidating among many things that are complex and intimidating about being a woman. It’s the first thing I thought of, and I don’t even know where to begin. I don’t even have to wear makeup, many women don’t. I feel like I’m at the bottom of a hill that looks steep and intimidating, I don’t know if I can get to the top but at the same time this is just the first hill of the rocky mountains, and I have to get to the other side.

Thank you, thats part off my plan going forward, when I can afford it.

The paradox is that most closeted trans people are absolutely terrible at trusting their inner voice. When you spend your whole life with a nagging disconnect between how the world sees you and how you see yourself, it becomes easier to rely on other people to tell you “who you really are.” Even if you know deep down that all the people in your life are missing some fundamental fact about your identity, it’s nearly impossible to avoid listening to others over oneself.

This right here. my instincts are all off because every external voice told me i was wrong my whole life. Like I was always bad at tests because any time there was an obvious answer I had to question the wording or the context because me feeling right about something is always wrong.

My god I was a lesbian the whole time!

I’ve talked to her. It was difficult to be coy about it the way it happened, and so far she’s been a big help. But we both know this is way above her pay grade.Unfortunately money’s tight, and getting a therapist isn’t in the cards short term.

Yeah, I’ve been trying to let everything settle in my mind before making any big decisions. It would be so easy to just jump in go nuts and make everything worse.

Well yeah, that was my first thought. They coat a part of the plane with a radioactive isotope. It would have to be a lot of the stuff to ionize enough air around the part to hide it from radar. Considering that the plane is flying, and the air around it doesn’t sit still I would guess that in certain frequencies it would be bright as the sun. If this thing works as stated I wouldn’t get close to that thing without a decent amount of concrete between us.

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Like an asymptote which I will say rolled around in my head as i considered the question. The thing is that the point at which this all becomes relevant is too late, the object is at the event horizon.

So this is my totally amateur thinking. From the observers perspective we never see the object fall in due to red shifting, the light of the falling object can’t escape the back hole as it’s falling in. However the object doesn’t ever actually reach the speed of light upon falling into the black hole, depending on the trajectory it could be remarkably slow as it approaches the black hole. Time does slow down the deeper into a gravity well, but time never comes to a stop, not until crossing the event horizon which is where physics gets wonky anyway. Everything gets really slow right next to the black hole, but it would only become impossible to fall into it once an object is already at the event horizon. Once there it’s hard to say what happens, but the object is already across the border.

As someone who’s into that cuck shit: for the love of god, could they keep the blatant racism out of it for five fucking minutes? I mean he’s supposed to be this superior male better in every way, so why does he have all the personality of a car alarm? Also if she’s so great that the MC has to accept her cheating, why does it seem like she doesn’t give two shits about the other guy/s aside from dick size? And fuck off with you’re “Blacked” bullshit. Big dicks come in all colors, have her gangbang the lot of them, but don’t tell me she’s exclusive to one now cause this one amorphous blob of a guy who’s only features are 40% grey skintone, and a massive schlong dicked her down once. Honestly, it’s like these things are written by people that have no idea what women want for the same people who are also massively racist.

Warlords was on a demo cd I had as a kid. You were limited to 40 turns and playing as the elves. But by god I learned how to win in 40 turns. I did eventually get the second one, it’s one I still find ways to play.