I hope this won’t effect protonmail.

Been on a Notesnook kick myself

Jesus fucking Christ…

It sucks bad to be a heathen sometimes. I’m in TN where fascists who claim to worship the gods but actually worship their own race have a whites-only compound outside of Nashville. To be a conscious animist of germanic pagan persuasion is necessarily to be an anti-fascist or bust entirely.

Aaaaaa. I started Estradiol Valerate injections Wednesday and I’m every emotion at once. My first time giving myself a dose went better than anticipated, being terrified of needles and such. Scared for the future, if I can financially maintain the cost of the medication and if the fascist state government here leaves medicare coverage for my needs alone. I’m also debating whether or not to give up writing for some time. I’m not very productive due to depression and brain fog. Idk.

Hope everyone gets through the week safe and sound.

I had to deal with insurance BS for my bipolar medication and was off of them for three days. Wasn’t so great but I’m medicated again, thankfully. Waiting for when me and my gf can move in together; certain financial issues are holding us back but its nice getting to spend time with her on the weekends.

Eh. Been trying to get more writing done, its going okay, but could be better. Trying not to constantly overthink about evil bastards in political power in my state further attacking trans people like me. Just trying to survive.

I hope OP feels better and that everyone has a nice day for a change.