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  • gaystyleJoker [she/her]@hexbear.netMEnglish
    5·
    13 days ago

    HELLO THIS IS THE MEGA SIGN UP POST/LIST POST

    if you have a preferred week please tell me

    Shaleesh* (2/23 - 3/1)
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    ​ * after name denotes someone who has posted before and will be skipped by first-time posters

  • RION [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    12·
    7 days ago

    Shaved my chest and belly today, the latter not particularly well but it makes the whole area look a lot more feminine. I think if the average person was presented with just my torso they’d think it was a woman’s. Largely cause of the boobs

  • Sodium_nitride@lemmygrad.ml
    10·
    7 days ago

    Amazing how my whole week can be summarized as “nothing ever happens”, but with a whole lotta gut wrenching pain in between.

  • catter [comrade/them, she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    9·
    7 days ago
    horny

    Finally made butt things work for me 😅 I’ve always been scared because it felt unsanitary to me. That also kept me from being able to relax and enjoy it. Still struggling to relax, but I definitely enjoyed it today 😳

  • communistlara [she/her, comrade/them]@hexbear.netEnglish
    6·
    6 days ago

    I’ve been getting into more and more different kinds of music, but, i keep coming back to stomach book and femtanyl (wow so original i know). Yeah, their content is about being trans and all that relate to it, but something in those 2 artists click to me more than, say, patricia taxxon.

    I think i just dont like music that is soft and warmer. Being trans is about survival and endurance and strength against the world thats wants us shot and tortured and exterminated. Its about loving ones self and learning to accept that one’s their desired gender despite what dysphoria says.

    And the cutesy warm and fuzzy tunes some artists have put me off because being trans, to me, is not warm and fuzzy. Its loud, staticy and barely intelligible. The somber tunes, to me, feel demeaning.

    Just an opinion. Probably influenced by recent events back in turkey and liberating myself from my abusive partner

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    6·
    6 days ago

    Let my daily chess game with my friend time out because I really do not have the energy or anything to worry about it. He instantly sent me another game request. That felt kinda nice that he cares and wants to play with me. Its been a pretty shit weekend otherwise.

  • JohnBrownsBussy2 [she/her, they/them]@hexbear.netEnglish
    4·
    6 days ago

    Cannot believe that I am fucking toasted at the gay bar with their weak drinks.

    My gf and other friends are with me, so I am good. But I definitely regret drinking this much after skipping dinner.

    Anyways, Sunday open stage drag night is fun.

  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    2·
    6 days ago
    depression and suicide

    The more I think about my mortality, that this is it, all I get, the more I just want to kill myself and get it over with. My story is just agony and suffering all the time. Nothing good, nothing worth staying for. It’s just been a horrible, depressing pain. Why do I insist on sticking around and suffering even longer and feeling even more pain and watching my life truly fall to nothing before I get it over with.

    It’s been years. Basically everything since childhood. It’s getting worse. There is no point.