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  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    2·
    6 days ago
    depression and suicide

    The more I think about my mortality, that this is it, all I get, the more I just want to kill myself and get it over with. My story is just agony and suffering all the time. Nothing good, nothing worth staying for. It’s just been a horrible, depressing pain. Why do I insist on sticking around and suffering even longer and feeling even more pain and watching my life truly fall to nothing before I get it over with.

    It’s been years. Basically everything since childhood. It’s getting worse. There is no point.